Saturday, February 27, 2010

A Cyber Sensation

DISCLAIMER: This story is very graphic sexually. If you don't like that type of language please dont read.

I Just wanna fuck...I just wanna fuck...I just wanna fuck...(keep Repeating with a techno beat)
-GAY CLUB MUSIK

The other day I was listening to a friend mines tell me about how our other friend named Goldie was using chat sites for Internet escorts. My initial thought was, whatever happened to a simple fuck? Why does someone always have to make money off everything they do? It's something I still don't understand and I don't think I ever will. This caused me to think back to my days when the gay connector introduced me to this thing called, free fucks.


It was my sophomore year in college, I met this guy named Cash(not his name), but that's what we will call him. He was on BGC and we were both up at 3a.m. looking for the same thing, yall know the routine. His profile had no pics but it was something about this guy that kept my attention spanned- his swagger. For the first time, this wasn't a girl, this was a man to my surprise. Being a gay student that just moved into a 1 BR apartment I was eager for someone to keep me company, so I invited him over. It took me a hour to get ready being that I had to make sure my body was smelling irresistible(swag check).

Nonetheless, all of sudden I get a call saying, "Whats the apartment number?" I replied, "Eleven." Cash then replied "Make sure you naked when you opened the door," I was soo turned-on from that single remark. I wasn't sure what he looked like in person but I was ready to indulge in a night a passion that hopefully wouldn't leave to a lifetime of pain. (Y'all know the gays be sick-HIV nowadays)

"I don't want dick tonight...Yea...eat my pussy right"
-Lil Kim

Anyway, he knocked on the door and walked in like he lived there. He sat on the couch quietly just staring at the television knowing he wasn't watching. I was like, "you don't like what you see?" He replied, "hell yea, I'm lovin it." I then invited him into the bedroom and as he was walking I realized this guys body was bangin, you could say he was built like a wide receiver but even that wouldn't be good enough. 6' 3, dark brown skin, 8 pack, beautiful lips and a ass for days. Now, I wasn't a bottom but this is definitely the time when you try something new-ya dig. I didn't know anything about douching at the time so I was in fear of doing what soo many bottoms do... paint.

He began by licking my neck while slightly pinching my nipples. My body was literally on fire. All I could think about was the less fortunate punks that were settling for "sissy's." I was amazed because I was having relations with a man, and though he wasn't mine, at least for that moment I was the only one with him. He begin to lick in between my thighs sending me into constant shock. As a sophomore I was very inexperience so any touch would send me on a frenzy.

"Ooh Baby, I Be Stuck To You, Like Glue Baby, Wanna Spend It All On You, Baby,
My Room Is The G Spot, Call Me Mr. Flintstone, I Can Make Your Bed Rock (oooh..)"
-Young Money


He spreads my ass open and begin to get his grown man on by licking, spitting, tonguing and tasting me OOOHHH AHH. I wanted to scream because it felt like my male principle was about to explode. But oh no, I couldn't let him get the best of me so I pulled down his shorts and reached for this male principle. It was by far the smallest thing I have ever seen but I didn't give a fuck. All that could run through my mind was, "How can a guy with this body be gay?" Quickly, I regained my composure and thought about the fact that he was everything I dreamed of and I was about to endure hottest session to date.

"Ok I Get It, Let Me Think, I Guess It's My Turn, Maybe It's Time To Put This Pussy On Ya Sideburns,"
-Nicki Manij

Now it was time for loving and unlike Savannah in Waiting to Exhale, I did it, I closed my eyes and ...I sucked it. I'll admit, prior to this night I wasn't the best at it but that night I felt like I had championed the art. He moaned soo loud and occasionally kissed me. I felt like this guy may have even like me. So I asked him to do the obvious, let me fuck him. He rejected at first, but after kissing his ass cheeks he began to turn over and get on his knees in the doggy-style position while I lubbed my dick. I couldn't believe it, so I completed the order. I fucked him all over the room. Watched him ride me while I look in his eyes with my toes curling because the pussy was dat good. Watchin him be soo vunerable while my dick was inside him. Occasionally pullin my dick out just so he can suck it while I eat his ass. Man, you talk about being lucky. Hell, that night I was the winner..More importantly, my male ego was alive.


"I may be poor..black...I may even be gay...But Dear Fans, IM HERE...IM HERE."-DeEryk inspired through Ceilie from Color Purple.

Don't Judge me...


P.S. OMG, I can't believe I have rambled about a gay connector experience.
Tell me about one of yours?